Before the wake.

I can't stop crying!!
I've been awake for 2 hours now and I can't stop crying...
I can't believe he's gone...

Why did it have to be him?

I'm crying so hard I'm throwing up...
My whole heart feels like it has broken into a million pieces...
Nothing has ever hurt this bad before in my life.

I don't know if I can make it through the funeral.